There are so many things I want to do. Enjoy doing.
There isn’t enough time to do them all.
Sometimes I wonder at my priorities.
If I write a list, and consider the importance of each task, it is usually quite different than those tasks I actually attempt. Sometimes I don’t really know which is the most important, so I let my heart decide.
Then, I have to deal with the guilt I feel for not being more 'productive' with my time. There are just some things I think I ought to do.
One of those things is keeping my house really clean. It is never that way anymore. I don’t have the energy I once had to keep it the way I used to. Or at least, the way I remember doing. Cleaning one area seems to take as much time as cleaning several rooms did before.
There are a lot more piles these days. More stuff. Also, there are so many things that capture my attention these days. Neat things to do. And, I have been letting my perfectionist self off the hook more.
But, boy would I like to get the house clean again. I know that some repairs, new paint, carpeting and refurbished flooring would make it feel cleaner to me. But getting those things done also takes time and energy, not to mention money. Well, one of these days. Discipline. I need to be more disciplined.
But it is more fun to blog.